Long story. please help :(:(?

Please don't hurt yourself over anything. Parents are not perfect people with all of the answers. The problem is that they are speaking a different language than you are. Parent vs Child. You have to find a way to speak with your parents. I would start with your father, express your feelings without the emotion. When they say that you are a bad child ask them how? Write everything down so that you know what you want to say before the conversation. If you don't feel that you can talk to them or that they wont listen write them a letter. And don't run away, it will defiantly be worse.